A Letter To God

Dear God,

New year, new hope, new plan

But the same You..

Old brand new You..

You'd be there, right?

Like always..

Holding my hands, and watch my every step..

Fear..

That's what in my thoughts right now.. Fear.. because i can't see what's in front of me..

Worry..

That's what in my thoughts right now.. Worry.. because i'm afraid my plans is not aligned with Yours..

Walking with You is like riding a roller coaster.. Sometimes it makes me wants to scream and cry.. But i know, you want to teach me more about faith.. So, God, let Your will be done.. instead of mine.. this year, just like the year before.. no matter how much pain it costs.. cause i know, You love me, and You hold my hands.. and all things work for God..

just forgive me God, if i'm angry with You.. because i'm only human.. i can't understand Your ways..

give me the strength, to face this year..

bless my every plan, God.. for i have put them in Your hands..

help me with everything.. cause i cannot do anything without You..

warmest hug,

Grace